Sick

Got woken up very early this morning by my husband who had to travel abroad for work and thought it necessary to pack his suitcase in the bedroom at this ungodly hour. Needless to say I was less than pleased, I tend to have a bad temper in the morning as it is but this morning I was positively foul.

After he left I stayed stubbornly in bed trying to sleep, but a million thoughts crossed my mind so I never did get back to sleep. While lying there I realised I didn't feel half bad this morning so that sort of cheered me up. I decided to follow the advice I'd read in the pregnancy book "What to expect when you are expecting" to make myself breakfast in bed and start the day slowly. So after I made my yoghurt and muesli with blueberries I skipped back to bed watching morning tell. So far so good...

However after a shower and getting dressed I was starting to feel ill. I mean really like you can throw up any second. I felt soooooo sorry for myself so I dialed my husband and my mums number, neither of them picked up... ran to the loo.... but no... it was just stuck at the back of my throat. I sometimes wish I would really be sick just so it would get out and then the feeling was over. But even on my way to work on my bicycle I felt like I had to stop and... but I didn't.

Anyway got to the office and made myself ginger tea, which is another tip from the book, this one seems to actually work. I have only two more weeks left at work, as I quit my job a few weeks ago to go and start my own company. Everybody seems to think it rather reckless of me to quit while I had only just found out I was pregnant. But this is something I've wanted to do my whole life and I feel it is now or never. Life shouldn't have to end just because I am pregnant!

Later more on my new business and some more about me.